I am so tired of trying. Tired of faking it and never making it. I am so tired of living life for others and trying to holding things together. I am so tired of running. I am tired of being my own rock. I am tired of avoiding my own reflection. I am tired of shallow breaths and hiding.
I am so tired of being attentive to others and constantly complimenting… hoping that someone will notice me, but they never do.
But I guess everyone get what they deserve, right? So I mustn't complain. I have to be good and thank for the shit I am being served. At least I am alive and with my track record that is quite an achievement.
I do hope you are having a better… life?
